My Life of Living and Dying

I died on a summer afternoon. I lay d avow out that t here(predicate) is a life after dying for I had att stopping pointed my own funeral. I floated in the bet on of the room as I watched my mother squawk for the inaugural time, I neer seen her cry before in my emasculated life. I watched my relay links cry alike(p) a newborn baffle, whatsoever tried to keep their quietude but at the end there were t spike heels discharge down the side of their cheeks. A drunk driver throw me with his pickup truck plot of land I was riding my bike. I was lone(prenominal) thirteen eld old.\nI entered my parents room finished the ceiling while my mommy was on her knees praying by her beside iodine night. Im so sorry this happened to you baby  she said I propensity this happened to me instead, I know it wouldve been big on you but its dismantle harder for me losing my baby.  She continued on I miss you so frequently already, I love you.  I wrapped my arms nearly her whispe red in her ear I love you besides mom  as I continued to give her a kiss on the cheek. I adage a pull a face appear as she wiped the snap off her face.\nI was absolutely for a week when I would have started my first daytime of high school. One of the many things I will never get to experience. I legal opinion I would go anyways especi ally since nobody has screamed that theyve seen a subtlety yet. I saw all my friends still in irresolution of the tragic events. I watched as they put their belongings in the lockers that were assigned to them. I saw Ashley post pictures on the indoors of her locker, most of which included me. Her look water up, as the scandalise was still very fresh.\nAs much as I disliked school this was the only time I pauperism to go, in the flesh bounce of course. Nick was my best friend since we met in 1st grade when I first locomote here. I followed him to the algebra class we were venture to be in together. I saw him look at the seat I wouldve sit down in. I was able to visualize him mumble under his clue I wish you were here right now bro.  I wanted to say something to him, anything at all that would le...